A hope that will never bloom

Well, the title says it all~ "A hope that will never bloom." That is the word to describe what I'm thinking in mind for a long long time. But still, why aren't I'm letting the hope to go away? Even me myself didn't know the true answer to that. Maybe because I really DO have something special towards her huh? But yet, I don't have the courage to go for it, why? Because I felt that me myself is not good enough for her.

Yeah~ Not good in wayyyyy too many aspects. Appearance, Financial, Background and many more. Those things are like a barrier to me guys~ I want my woman to have the BEST of everything. I wanna take care of her. I wanna protect her. I wanna be able to be with her when she needs me. And also, I wanna be free from all those financial problems, so that I can give her everything she want and the best of everything. I know there is a saying that goes like "Money is not everything." TRUE! But only partly.

In the society these days, money played a lot of important roles in our daily life~ Without money, it's really hard to survive, not impossible, just hard. That's the reality of this world has to offer to us human. But I'm happy with what I have, period! For the time being. In the future, If I am able to earn more money and we still have the fate to see each other again, I will definitely, definitely gonna tell her about my feelings. Keep my words~ Hahaha~ This post Is pretty random I know : )
But I need to let it all out, *relief*


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